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Love without reason
I’ve been asking myself. Is he the one who can bring me happiness, bright future? He always makes me cry; make me sad most of the time. But I still love him. As people said, there is no reason to love a person, and love is blind for those who in loves.

I couldn’t say a single reason why I still love him even he treat me is not as what I desired… I think this is what we called love. Love without reason.

I can never be perfect. Similarly the person that I love can never be perfect but I believe that both of us can be perfect through love and prayers, and through both of us.

Love is the source of Sharing
Love can be nurtured when the both of us share the ups and downs. No matter good or bad things happen, the 1st person that I would think of is he. I wish I could share my feelings and thought with him. But most of the time, he has no patience of listening. Hence I hide all my feelings.

You know, I need to share something deeper and more meaningful with you because you are the one who I spend my whole life with. We need to grow and complement each other.

Trust
Trust is a very important element in a relationship. I keep remind myself to trust him with all my heart. But sometimes, I lose my control and start suspicious him. Is this the norm or am I too sensitive? I trust him 100% from beginning of this relationship. Trust has been faded due to things that he did. Lack of trust, resentment will happens, and this will lead to separation. And of course this is not the outcome I want from the relationship. I am now trying hard to recover my trust toward him. I hope he will do the same to me too.

Forgiveness is Greater than revenge
You reluctant to forgive me is because you fear that forgiving will open you up to being hurt again. I know to forgive a person that had done something bad to you is hard. But believe me, it works. No point of carrying buried inner anger against someone else. By holding on the anger and resentment will make your life miserable. Try to open up and broaden your mind and heart… you will feel the greatest joy.

If we really want to love, we must learn how to forgive. - Mother Theresa


Dream House
Owning a house is the motivation for me to work hard, save hard. I have no idea that whether he has the same thought as me. I wish we could have a HOME and not only House. A home that full of love, joy, happiness, peace and security.